I believe I'm starting to fall off of that high I've been riding for the past few days. It always happens this way. I'll be full of energy and all this love and then the next few days I'm in this huge funk and everything offends me and I can do nothing right, and oh yes, I hate skinny people. But right now I'm in between moods. I'm not skippidy doing but I'm also not ready to smack any one, just yet. I wish I could just be stable. Funny thing is that a lot of my friends think I'm this happy go lucky person, Mrs. Brightside, which I can be, but I don't think it necessarily describes me as a person. I'm pretty grumpy most of the time.
My co-worker texted me yesterday from work (I was home). She writes, "I'm having a winter ale at Cafe Bar. Thinking of you." I don't think there are many people that I know having a beer during their afternoon lunch break that are thinking of me. So this really touches me. Of course, she may just be thinking of me because she knows I like the chilled Winter Ale's from Cafe Bar, but that's OK, she is thinking of me and that's all that matters.
I'm having a swell time reading this chick lit by Sophie Kinsella, THE UNDOMESTICATED GODDESS. In fact, I can relate to Samantha who is domesticlly impaired, much like myself. It is a LOL read. And it really works out for my current mood. I need something silly. That ATONEMENT just wasn't working for me.
My God Aixah is so whiny today. I put both of her blankie's to wash and all she can do is tap me and ask for her 'mimir.' Totally my fault for washing both of them so close to her naptime. I really wish these kids came with a mute button.
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